Monday, August 4, 2008

insomnia

it's been awhile. i had planned on sitting down and attempting to write something meaningful when the time came for me to leave college station, but time got away from me. so here i am, in houston for over a week now. and i can't sleep again.

i'm nervous about so many things, but there's something else there that's bothering me. i can't put my finger on it. i keep telling myself to relax, but the unknown is still there in the back of my mind. it's making my stomach churn.

i feel like i'm in 4th grade again and all i want to do is crawl into the top bunk of my brother's bed because i know it's across the hall from my parents. funny how that's all it took for me to finally be able to fall asleep. then again, things were a lot less complicated when i was 10.


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